To let go

​I could kill and die for you, I once said.

And here I am dying to start all over again. To love you eternally, to hear your lyrical voice and to be held captive by your magical smile like I have always been.

And you know, that’s what killing me too. Every thought that craves to be with you shreds a fraction of you I hold inside. And I let it destroy me.

But here’s the thing, every time I die I learn to let you go and every time I am destroyed I learn to reinvent myself.